In God I trust

Feelings of extreme happiness and extreme depression is something i seem to be getting used to.. its all part and parcel of immersing yourself in this industry..

Some people dont believe in luck, i on the other hand, believe that luck combined with skill is what gets you through in this industry... So often your career life is in the hands of other people... casters, agents, clients, managers... And of course, your shelf-life is somewhat dependent on who you know and how well you use your connections.

Watching a friend of mine land job after job after job... of course makes me extremely happy for him.. not so happy for me haha... I know i will be continuously faced with rejection.. learning not to take it to heart is sometimes a lesson you need to teach yourself... because more often than not.. youre just not what they had in mind...

I was on a super high the first few months landing job after job.. and now i seem to have hit a low... im still getting jobs, but not the right ones.

Regardless, im thankful. Fall down seven times, stand up eight..

Nothing worth having in life comes easy. (Thanks len <3)

i guess i can be happy and grateful for all the hardships, tears, happiness, sacrifices, and blessings because atleast this way i have a story =) And atleast at the end of it all, i will have something to say for myself.. more than.. oh my parents were born into showbiz so all i had to do was say their name...

Its true, it gets you down when you put so much time and effort into making it work.. but everyone has a time.. and my time will come.

In the meantime... im thankful and i put my trust and my faith in god.

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