Now repeat that by 100
I was so ready to give up. To the point where i enrolled into uni today. Applied for a job back home. Emailed my travel agent and rescheduled my flight.
Life surprises you like that..
I was so ready and absolutely resolved to going back to the real world. To leave wonderland.
Then my phone rings.
Tomorrow seems to be the start of a new chapter. Nothing will be revealed until everything is set in stone..
Right now, i dont want to get my hopes up. What can i say.. theres still room for reality. change.
Its like the feeling that you get when you spend 23 hours out of your day rendering a movie you worked so hard to finish and the status bar is at 99%... For that entire time you hold your breath and pray that nothing goes wrong... you wait anxiously and patiently for the window to pop up that says 100% successful
Right now.. my status bar is at 99% and i have to wait until 2pm tomorrow to find out whether i was 100% successful.
Thank you for all the blessings.. Life truly is amazing and frustrating...
It feels like the universe is making me jump through loops to test my character. Whether or not i deserve it.. And it is testing who i am. It requires me to trade love for love. two things im passionate about. two things i want as much as the other. I guess life isnt perfect you cant have everything you want all the time.. but i hope eventually i will..
Life is crazy
But definitely not mundane!
oxoxo
A
